THAT all being said, I have to tell you about this past spring.
After selling anything I could to get myself to a very promising awards show in December, I came home excited with opportunities that presented themselves. I was still unsteady on my feet ( due to a VERY bad car accident earlier in the year)... and very concerned with the completion of the piece's themselves, but still being myself, I was confident. (Since then I've re-done every single design I had...trust me, it was a need not a want.) I met some GOOD people, friends and "talent". I had faith in the people that were supposedly looking out for me...however I was just too naive to realize that I was in a sense, being played...Like a guitar. Strummed until my strings broke. By SO many people...both before, during and after that event. As excitement crept into frustration, I became increasingly aware none of these "things" would pan out. I was insanely disappointed...and became actually depressed...I don't get depressed. I have bad days...as do we all, but depression isn't me. I'm Melli...I bounce.
Pauley Perrette as "Abigail Sciuto" on NCIS.
My FAVORITE show on TV... and my favorite character wearing the piece. My design...my first ever Melli on TV...BUT there's more...not only did she wear it on the show...she wore it on the TWO-PART season finale! Holy smoke stacks!!! So, she's got it on in two episodes. AND obviously I paid for the materials...but do you know what people charge to get stuff like this done? MY HEAVENS you'd be shocked! It's ridiculous...but hey you make money where you can right? WRONG, neither Angela, Jen, Pauley, or the studio charged me one single cent. This was done for me out of the goodness of somebody else's heart.
I've been in such a rotten mood...and this year has been one of MANY BIG changes...but I wanted to take the proper time to explain my struggle with the spring...so that I could properly express my sheer EXCITEMENT and APPRECIATION to Angela, Jen, and Miss Pauley P as well...for really, doing something that wasn't a big deal for them...but ended up making my pain go away. They surprised me as to when it would be on...and seriously...I was doing cartwheels across my den...SERIOUSLY...I was. :) THANK YOU to three very special, very generous, and very good people.
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